dodie - Hate Myself (Official Video)
Build A Problem, the debut album. Pre-Order: dodie.ffm.to/buildaproblem
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Created by dodie & Sammy Paul
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Directed by Sammy Paul
Produced by
Cambria Bailey-Jones & Reb Day
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Executive Producer:
Guy Larsen - guylarsen
Director of Photography:
Ciaran O’Brien - ciaranobriendop
Art Director: Louis Grant
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Edited by Jamie Macleod
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Visual Effects by Dave Brain
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Colourist
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First Assistant Director:
Reb Day
Assistant Camera:
Rachael Hutchings
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Gaffer:
Richard Scott
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Camera Trainee:
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Runners:
Niamh Crowley
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Special Thanks:
Salima Paul
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Geoffrey Smith
Před 10 hodinami
Total "Going Postal" vibes. (Terry Pratchett for the uninducted)
Francisco Serrano
Před 11 hodinami
Soooo Great
kd
Před dnem
sammy paul youve done it again
Daniel Wubben
Před dnem
As an Amazon delivery driver I really felt that 😔✊
Chiara Marker
Před dnem
I feel like I create new interpretations for myself for that song everytime I hear it depending on the situation I'm at in the moment.
Hannah Grey
Před dnem
i loved it dodie!
Milan
Před dnem
special delivery 🌷
AggyMan Collects
Před 2 dny
definition of a perfect Fifa song
Evie Emery
Před 2 dny
When it starts with the tik tok postman ad 👌
Alice
Před 2 dny
That desperation to not just communicate but to control the communication! Brilliant!
srivani
Před 2 dny
just had to come back to this masterpiece after watching dodie’s post on sammy & dodie talking out the MV.
Maple Syrup
Před 3 dny
So do i
Rainy Cloud
Před 3 dny
Why are dodie’s songs so hard to sing solo 😂 no I don’t think- DONT THINK THEY- I can help it, don’t think they get me- I DONT THINK THEY CAN- WHEN YOU GO QUIET I HATE- get me here
Sacred Howland
Před 3 dny
it’s my mental illness and i get to choose the coping mechanism
Harry's Canyon Moon
Před 3 dny
Tell me shes, not on the island of eroda
Emma Jude
Před 4 dny
A bop
CodFish07
Před 4 dny
My intemperatation: (not that anyone cares lol) A postman is a job that we dont really think of or appreciate, shes taking her job so seriously and it looks so hard and such a struggle from her perspective when its framed in this way. For me this reminds me of mental health, especially depression, battling what seems to everyone else on the outside to be an easy and invisible job, when it's truly a struggle. I think its a second wave of struggling because it looks like she's taking back out her "costume", she's making an effort to be happy again Her smiling at the end, she knows she's done a good job, it doesnt mean its gunna get easier but she knows she can get through it. The old woman at the window is indicating she understands and appreciates the effort dodie (postman dodie) has gone through. (Anyway that probably doesn't make sense cause im crap st writing lol but hey ho)
Leo C.
Před 4 dny
this song reminds me a lot of my previous relationship. i'm glad i got out of it
Ur a wizard Harry
Před 6 dny
This ia a beautifully inspiring music video
BoMwarriorVlog
Před 6 dny
Catchy, but I don't need or want a song saying this. 😐👎 As one with MDD (depression), I have the phrase "I hate myself" going through my head too much already. 😣😞 I hope I never ever hear such a song again... sorry I just couldn't finish the song. 😢 Too real of a saying for me.
Kai says hi
Před 6 dny
How did she really wrote a song that describes my entire broken mental health
Jana Eloff
Před 6 dny
bloomin beautiful
Ariola Granola
Před 6 dny
Can I just say that if someone is acting different and their energy changes, trust your intuition. It’s not your fault. You shouldn’t have to beg for an explanation or over compensate with you communication. You shouldnt have to walk on egg shells and keep asking if everything is okay. If someone loves you, you will know. You will feel comfort and safe. If your heart leaps out of your chest when they finally respond to your message after days of disappearing, do yourself a favour and just leave. You deserve better
Fabio
Před 8 dny
I can’t get over how cute and amazing this is🥺💕
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Před 8 dny
Abducted by aliens at the end?
Mini Viking
Před 8 dny
You've heard of kiki's delivery service we now give you Dodie's delivery service
Bernard
Před 8 dny
what a lovely video
Esther J
Před 9 dny
getting strong Klaus vibes from this one
stanningsloane
Před 10 dny
This is so incredibly beautiful ahh!
Queer_Cactus_Flowers
Před 10 dny
Really great song, but shoutout to that cat from the one cat shot.
Amelia
Před 10 dny
is this a reference to the font courier?
hazelno0t
Před 10 dny
she's so pretty
Emily Shapiro
Před 10 dny
I interpret this as a toxic relationship. You have to approach conversations very carefully and the message doesn’t always get across. An abusive person will make you feel stupid and you pick up on their cues. I had an emotionally manipulative friend and I relate to “when you go quiet I hate myself.” I knew that when they ignored me I was in trouble.
Amanii
Před 10 dny
YES
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Před 11 dny
Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
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Před 11 dny
The meaning of this. To never give up until you find a solution. Anything is possible if you believe.
Cara mia Baker
Před 11 dny
How am I only now hearing this song??
Tejas bhalerao
Před 12 dny
island of eroda eroda erodaaaaaaaaaaa
Jasmine Lynch
Před 12 dny
UKULELE CHORDS PLEASE!!!
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Před 11 dny
Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
Sean Foy Makes Movies
Před 12 dny
This was great! The song is beautiful. The video was fun and memorable. I laughed every time she was practicing her ninja sorting moves. We should all be this dedicated
James Eden
Před 12 dny
Dope
Antonio Solano
Před 12 dny
This is a clear hat tip to Kiki's delivery service and I am shocked that no one is commenting on it. The deliveries, the costumes, the cat, the stairs, the floating in the end
Dori Walla
Před 12 dny
💖
Pacoimero XVida
Před 12 dny
When u gonna let the uno eat that bowl?
NWforager
Před 13 dny
Get back to Work yall . And DO a GOOD JOB 💪🏽
Talyta Barcelos
Před 13 dny
Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (mmh-mmh-mmh) I'm getting desperate, losing my mind Oh, how do we get here, every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Look at you sideways, playing a game Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (k) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! (read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (brain on fire) I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here Don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
Brett James
Před 13 dny
This song keeps pulling me back.
Flashymuffin 764
Před 13 dny
Is this filmed in whitby or something?
Reuben Spencer
Před 13 dny
I imagine this is one of the most expensive music videos of all time just because of the postage stamps
Kaitlynn Haas
Před 14 dny
WOW it's been a MONTH and this is already at 1 million views, most of her other vids haven't even reached that amount in a Y E A R
Cookie Comment
Před 14 dny
Happy 1M!
Kelly Fleming
Před 14 dny
U need a grammy
Eileen Eyre
Před 15 dny
I thought the village was Luarca, from Asturias (Spain), but it's Polperro, in England
Ariana Filix
Před 15 dny
Dont think i didnt notice ur boots and cuffing ur jeans....
Evangeline Cooke
Před 15 dny
is this polperro?
Jack Yuanwei Cheng
Před 15 dny
cuffing the pants, ah yes
The Bi Child
Před 15 dny
Same
Cami Nuti Huber
Před 15 dny
Does someone know where's she from? Beautiful work 🧡
Berlin Music Video Awards
Před 15 dny
The filming is very refreshing. 👏Which country is this shot in?
JOSHUA STEINKE
Před 15 dny
this is female alec benjamin
Rosemary Williams
Před 15 dny
ok but where was this filmed???
Alejandra
Před 16 dny
As an american, I can cofnfirm this video is the epitome of what Americans define as "british"! Amazingly done Dodes you're s starrrr
Anya Nassar
Před 16 dny
this is genuinely the most british video i've probably ever seen
Madison Kim
Před 16 dny
I hate it when people go quiet I realize sometimes I just need to vibe by myself until the right person comes along so I don’t lose myself in the process. Have a lot of social anxiety so this absolutely makes sense. I try to knock some common sense into myself but it’s so hard to shut off no amount of Instagram positive bullshit quotes is gonna help at all
0bAyZ0 0sborn
Před 16 dny
,🤔
0bAyZ0 0sborn
Před 16 dny
That's what I say the little things are the big things💯
Jose Sediles
Před 16 dny
Adoro las canciones de dodie pero lo cierto es que veo sus videos para poder verla a ella.
Agata Szymonik
Před 16 dny
she trained for delivering all these letters to Harry Potter in book 1
Lili Stargazer
Před 16 dny
I honestly love this album so much. There are various ways to interpret this song, but for me, this song personally reminds me about the relationship I have with my mother. She's a really toxic and passive-aggressive person, and really outspoken as well. I'd be lying if I said I didn't hate her, because I do, but I still respect her as a person. She's just...difficult, perhaps. When I was a child (somewhere before the ages of 10-11), I admired her a lot. It was sort of as if she was this perfect being, the epitome of the person my family wanted me to be. So I tried to be like her. I tried doing things that would make her feel proud of me, but I always felt like I was doing something wrong. Whenever she was angry with me or unhappy about something I did, she'd shout at me in a fit of rage and act impulsively. She'd give me the cold shoulder for days, one time, even a week, until *I* apologised. And yes, I will admit that I had lots of faults back then, but there was no need to act all passive aggressive and release all these toxic behaviors on me. I will also admit that there are many times in which I have made the same mistake twice. For example, forgetting to submit an assignment. Yes, that was a pure mistake on my part, but she'd amplify the severity of the situation and make it seem like it was a way bigger deal than it should have been. Sometimes she acts like there's nothing wrong at all and she isn't angry, whilst she makes sarcastic remarks and her actions prove otherwise. "When you go quiet, I hate myself." There's a sort of passive-aggressive silence that I hate; if you're angry, why not tell me that you're angry? Or tell me why you're angry? Tell me so that I can improve. I'm just a kid, and I'm sorry if I make mistakes, but I don't even know what I'm doing half the time.
Meg Knox
Před 17 dny
Ok does this remind anyone else of the movie Klaus?????
hanzi 28
Před 17 dny
favourite song
Kent Parkhurst
Před 18 dny
that was cool
Penelope Pegg
Před 18 dny
the first scene of this music video almost always makes me think of Doc Martin
Esther
Před 18 dny
Instantly thought of this when I got to the post office part of the pale city in little nightmares 2 - even found the hat!!
Alejandra Stamato
Před 18 dny
love this song and video
Abi Dodd
Před 18 dny
I’m in love with this song
arannaxkatana
Před 18 dny
Dodie this is amazing omg
Santi algo
Před 18 dny
Why is the video so damn charming??? aaaaaaahhhhh
Ana Clara Schuenck
Před 19 dny
❤
Marina Felizola Prado de Sousa Leão
Před 19 dny
Omg////
UkuleleHoloholo
Před 19 dny
wow... well done!
not.so.gloomy.sunday
Před 19 dny
As much as I miss Sammy's sketches, I can't express how happy I am that you are working together and creating something so beautiful!
Ado Nia
Před 19 dny
As an autistic person, I relate to the lyrics so much. I find it almost impossible to read social cues. Unless people say what they're feeling or what I need to do for them,I have a very hard time. One of the things I hate the most is when people get upset or go silent over something I did without explaining why it hurt them. Because since I rarely know how others feel about things, I'm clueless about my supposed wrongdoings. In that little window of silence,I hate myself more than the usual amount.
Siim Kask
Před 19 dny
Cool me too
Neil Wilson
Před 20 dny
I don't know why, but this is amazing
Artem Litvinov
Před 20 dny
Today I’ve listened to this song 10 times. And I hope tomorrow will not be different in this way)) Btw I really like the “eyes closed....” moment. Sounds so musical
gowiththejo
Před 21 dnem
stunning
Ayaat s.
Před 21 dnem
📍
peter wdowiak
Před 21 dnem
to the director: 3:05 is this a nod to the movie RAD 1986? if not you should totally check it out!! to dodie: love your clever lyrics and vocal talents
ArtwithKrissy
Před 22 dny
OMG HOME
Renae Burke
Před 22 dny
As someone who struggles with compulsively trying to meet the needs of my partners, this song hits. To me, the meaning is literal, and when people are quiet and I can't read their vibe, I blame myself for doing something wrong and hate myself - even when I didn't do anything wrong and everything's actually fine. Thanks dodie. I feel seen. I don't think I can help it, but I'm working on being kinder to myself.
Ky
Před 22 dny
god i love this
Amy Moe
Před 22 dny
Omg just heard this song on the radio! Heard it on repeat since it released on here and now its even on the goddamn radio
Gummygoo2
Před 22 dny
why does this song really make me wanna go the beach and vibe with some friends
Mitchell Cameron
Před 23 dny
Wow I just got a crush on this song
a w
Před 23 dny
DODIEEEE YOU JUST HELPED ME HAVE A CHARACTER BREAKTHROUGHHH!!!!!! SHE'S A POSTIE TOOOO THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG AND VIDEO!!
Elise Nelson
Před 23 dny
I literally want to become a postwoman now
Birgitta Denver
Před 23 dny
this makes me feel everything I want to feel. the message in itself resonates so much with my life too. I love this 🥺
lynn is me
Před 24 dny
SHSKJSJSJSJSHS THATS POLPERO WTF YES
HaliensExist
Před 24 dny
What kind of camera is used in this video? It's beautiful!
DJ St3rling
Před 24 dny
I appreciate how her music is gentle & doesn't blow my ear drums out.